2023.01.31 19:10

i really really feel like i need to go absolutely insane, but i'm not sure how i should do it. i feel like the visual medium is too slow to keep up with my brain... 

do i write a story? write a song? i've tried both of those today, and i just felt utterly useless.

maybe i sabatoge it.... make it really really bad and weird and random and awesome. what better way to go insane than to make something bad? i think i'll try writing something bad.