2022.09.21 22:54

i'm looking at a calander right now and i just realized how impossible it would be for me to hit october 5 for the OTRAG video release. like, even in my absolute wildest dreams, i am WAY behind schedule. i'm going into 2 weeks before release without a finished script!!!

like, i don't know how it can get any more impossible.



but........ i think i'm still gonna shoot for then. if i just light the most absolutely rediculous fire under my ass, i may just end up doing it

but how do i light the perfect fire?
idk

it's something to think about, because i feel like i work best when i'm under immense external pressure. (note: this is NOT GOOD and needs to change. i REALLY need to figure out how to put pressure on myself and follow through with it)